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Why must good things come to an end?

Thu Nov 5, 2009, 10:32 AM
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Shine On You Crazy Diamond by Pink Floyd
  • Drinking: Mucho watero
I was gone and had a wonderful time.

Freedom that I'd never once believed I could have and I wasn't so careless as to let it overwhelm me into a life of decadence.

I covered thousands of miles and a number of states.

Saw many new things, ate new things, experienced new things and good or bad loved all of them.

Most importantly I wasn't tied down or distracted from myself. I wasn't influenced by anyone other than me and my mind and it really helped me to dig deep into who I am.
Granted, it was a bit lonely at times I still had the kind of profound exploration that a lot of youths experience in college, only freer. I didn't have classes or tests to worry about. No partying, no relationships, nothing to focus on beyond the phenomenon that had manifested itself as who I am, whether conscious or subconscious. In doing so I've finally come face to face with a BIG fact about myself that has always been there and is really very obvious if pointed out, but denial is a bitch sometimes....maybe I'll share it with all of you sometime, but now? Not quite ready yet. It's a BIG change and I'll leave that at that for the time being.



I kept a journal of my travels and maybe I'll post a trimmed down version of that on here one day but I've got a lot that needs to be taken care of first.

I really could've kept going on the road for another month at least. I had/have the finances to do so and I'd finally figured out all the tricks and workings of life on the road, but I didn't. Maybe I'll go into that later too since it's directly linked to the prior mentioned thing.





As soon as I saw my home town I started to feel chained up and stifled......

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Rather than ramble about myself I think it'd just be easier for ANYONE to ask me anything they want to know. I'm always up for talking to people. =)

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Abroad
  • Interests: Music, Guitar, Singing, photography, drawing, and poetry
  • Favourite movie: Tommy Boy, The Breakfast Club, Shaun Of The Dead, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Donnie Darko
  • Favourite band or musician: Alice Cooper~Queen~Guns N' Roses~The Darkness~Gogol Bordello~The Offspring~Meat Loaf~X Japan
  • Favourite genre of music: I'm a rocker through and through
  • Favourite artist: Yoshiki
  • Favourite poet or writer: Oscar Wilde
  • MP3 player of choice: 120 massive gigs of iPod
  • Skin of choice: Are you insinuating I'm racist?
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII and Resident Evil 4
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Edward Wong Hau Pepelu Tivrusky IV
  • Personal Quote: There is nothing weird about me. What IS weird is how people treat me.
  • Tools of the Trade: Magic fingers ;)

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:iconyaoiisanamazingting:
I cut my own hair!!
and made a skirt!

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:iconyaoiisanamazingting:
spectaculicious :)

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:iconyaoiisanamazingting:
totally!!I had a great weekend too.Went to an all night art festival.WOO.

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